She thought injecting t will cure her dysphoria. And she’s autistic too. It all makes sense

I mean I get more energy if I do it once. Then I’m like on drugs. But if I do it chronically I just zone out a lot more. But I’m just that type of person.

No but by that I meant like girls being favored in school or having priority in general, people being more polite etc. I felt like I wanted it too. I also used to be jealous of my mom favoring my sister because she was a girl. Maybe that is how subconsciously I started hating masculinity.

Idk I remember being ashamed of my butt when going swimming when I was younger. (It was moid normal) Like idk why.

No only makes you stoned and slow mentally. Friends started saying that I’m photosynthesizing just because of how zoned out I usually am. Or that I’m like a thinking statue.

Both are good. Idk for me depends on the person mainly.

Idk I’m sometimes fluid as well for some reason like with Okabe Rintaro stuff for example. But I feel like I’m much closer to the female binary. If I had to explain it how I feel it, it is like a big part of my brain is female and it is dominating but there’s also a separate part that is male. Those two are in conflict.

And I saw your post before. This def doesn’t seem like being faketrans or anything. Dysphoria simply happened for an unknown reason and it is irreversible. Same with my case. But a lot of my posts in the past were really in denial and I thought I was faketrans. The only anomaly in dysphoria that I know of, was Sandwich. But his dysohoria just got reflected to the opposite.

What age did you figure it out? For me, mine kinda seems late too… My own sister denied me being trans just cause “I didn’t know earlier”. I really have such a bad memory that remembering what I actually was like in the past is kinda hard. This identity is like a pandora box that can’t be closed.

No they said that I’ll be a twinkhon. Rn I’m just a moid…

Ban me then I’m polish

Nah it works for me with www. and it gives me the barebone ancient UI which I prefer but I’ve changed it

Honestly wtf is even black or white or asian or any culture. I have no idea what those cultures are. I only see people shouting stereotypes of these cultures which are largely overblown. I don’t associate people with their race, only on what they are.

How can someone be a tranny and be sane?

I know that y’all are bored of my posts like this, but to anyone who didn’t read anything like this yet, you should try. I might repost this and make it more clickbaity later cause I’m attention starved.

Idk I hate gangster culture and the things you said regardless of which culture it is. With exception of the streamers. Didn’t know that this was racist. But in general I literally never judge nor steretype or highlight anyone because of their race or their culture.

Also for context there’s a self-faketrans nuke if anyone didn’t read yet(can change your opinion about me, no covering truth): https://tranistan.com/post/32241

I just need an arbiter to decide the nature of my identity. I wish I could show a psychologist all of my posts or something.

Then you’re just not deluded. Delusion should work regardless of your perception. This is the ultimate kind of delusion.

But yeah the picrel kind of describes of what I’m feeling like right now. An extreme sense of pride

I’ve only watched like 10 anime. I was feeling extremely miserable 10 minutes ago. Do you know how I fixed it? I deluded myself. Picrel not literal

It doesn’t. Depends on what your delusion is. Delusion is the smartest thing you can do to cope, and the most effective. Delusion can be separate from your reality. With delusion you’re simply exploiting your inner workings of the broken mind. I will stay deluded.