There’s simply no better thing other than delusion. Delude yourself with what you want to be. Delude yourself with a sense of pride and omnipotence. Become your own god. I’m super thankful to this reality, to this broken mind, that I can transcend above reality. I can perceive myself as above what is material. Death is as worthless and as meaningless as your biggest goals. So delude yourself.
if im aware of the delusion theres no way it can still trick me
Then you’re just not deluded. Delusion should work regardless of your perception. This is the ultimate kind of delusion.