There’s simply no better thing other than delusion. Delude yourself with what you want to be. Delude yourself with a sense of pride and omnipotence. Become your own god. I’m super thankful to this reality, to this broken mind, that I can transcend above reality. I can perceive myself as above what is material. Death is as worthless and as meaningless as your biggest goals. So delude yourself.

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      Yeah. While you wrote this, I came to this conclusion. But why can’t religion be personalized? Really, I now understand to why religion came to exist. Someone had to hold the same amount of despair and discomfort.

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      But yeah the picrel kind of describes of what I’m feeling like right now. An extreme sense of pride

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      I’ve only watched like 10 anime. I was feeling extremely miserable 10 minutes ago. Do you know how I fixed it? I deluded myself. Picrel not literal

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      It doesn’t. Depends on what your delusion is. Delusion is the smartest thing you can do to cope, and the most effective. Delusion can be separate from your reality. With delusion you’re simply exploiting your inner workings of the broken mind. I will stay deluded.

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        if im aware of the delusion theres no way it can still trick me

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          Then you’re just not deluded. Delusion should work regardless of your perception. This is the ultimate kind of delusion.

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    Delusion will fix me. Delusion will help me. I have to start being delusional. Really delusional. My only path of salvation. I’m doing this sake for the ones who’d be affected by my nonexistence. I’ll be deluded until I can get ffs

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    I now understand why so many people are religious. Delusion is powerful. Humans have utilized delusion for tens of thousands of years. But my delusion is stronger