There’s simply no better thing other than delusion. Delude yourself with what you want to be. Delude yourself with a sense of pride and omnipotence. Become your own god. I’m super thankful to this reality, to this broken mind, that I can transcend above reality. I can perceive myself as above what is material. Death is as worthless and as meaningless as your biggest goals. So delude yourself.
Delusion will fix me. Delusion will help me. I have to start being delusional. Really delusional. My only path of salvation. I’m doing this sake for the ones who’d be affected by my nonexistence. I’ll be deluded until I can get ffs