Idk what is wrong with me. It’s like my dysphoria fluctuates a lot. One time I feel torturous pain and an inhumane desire to be a woman, then some time after I don’t. And when I don’t feel the desire, my doubts start. I start getting anxious and regretting hrt, thinking that maybe I’ll stop it. It’s been only 17 days. Is hrt really the right choice for me? But I don’t want to be a man at all. However boob growth is still scaring me. I really can’t imagine how I’m going to boymode. But deep down I just know that I won’t pass. I don’t want to be seen as male to any extent. But I’m not even a woman. I’m not nonbinary. What the hell am I?

Were any of you scared of breasts? Is this a sign that I’m going to be like sandwich?

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    5 days ago

    dysphoria comes in waves in my experience

    Is this a sign that I’m going to be like sandwich?

    as ive said 10000 times youre nothing like me, i also was not scared of getting breasts

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    no one here is going to detroon god even knows what’s up with sandwich I could care less about detrooning none of you are going to detroon this is just how dysphoria works just take the stupid HRT if you don’t want breasts take a SERM.

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      5 days ago

      Serms supposedly don’t work for some. Also I have no idea where tf do you buy them, they’re prop expensive right? I also don’t want to reduce my potential breast growth since I want breasts but not as a man.

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        They’re cheap and it’s better than nothing. But you seem to clearly just want to be a woman, so I ain’t gonna touch this one