Idk what is wrong with me. It’s like my dysphoria fluctuates a lot. One time I feel torturous pain and an inhumane desire to be a woman, then some time after I don’t. And when I don’t feel the desire, my doubts start. I start getting anxious and regretting hrt, thinking that maybe I’ll stop it. It’s been only 17 days. Is hrt really the right choice for me? But I don’t want to be a man at all. However boob growth is still scaring me. I really can’t imagine how I’m going to boymode. But deep down I just know that I won’t pass. I don’t want to be seen as male to any extent. But I’m not even a woman. I’m not nonbinary. What the hell am I?
Were any of you scared of breasts? Is this a sign that I’m going to be like sandwich?
They’re cheap and it’s better than nothing. But you seem to clearly just want to be a woman, so I ain’t gonna touch this one