It’s not that I wouldn’t like them, I actually want breasts, I think. But the buds came in way faster than I expected, just at 2 weeks. Still there’s a full summer ahead of me, 3 full months. Really I was planning that I could avoid breast growth before July, so that I wouldn’t have a problem with my family vacation. I also wanted to say goodbye to swimming 😢, and go swimming for the last time, but it is not summer yet, and what if at that point I won’t be able to? It is really sad losing swimming. And I’m also deeply anxious about P.E in highschool after summer. If I grow boobs at that point, then Idk how I’m even going to hide them. Everyone will see what a weirdo freak I am. I’d really have to change my shirt in a toilet cubicle, with floor piss. I also think that at that point I’d need some kind of tape/binder or nipple padding just to hide them under a standard t shirt. Keep in mind that I’m very skinny. All depends on my genes and luck. I hope that they get some actual size tho.