with the exception of my sister.

I was conditioned to be ashamed of expressing femininity or wanting any feminine things. I was always a weirdo who barely had any kind of friends. Probably a bit on the spectrum. I’m scared to befriend women, I don’t want to be seen as a moid by them, I’m literally so weird. I started my highschool wrongly. I was literally such a hideous moid, awkward, barely made friends by myself, I just befriended other awkward people. The only guys in highschool who have female friends in general are the gay guys. But I didn’t know anything about myself, I couldn’t have done the same. If only I had found out that I was a tranny earlier on… Having ROGD is so horrible. I literally couldn’t have been a youngshit even if I had supportive parents. My past seems so fake. It feels like I started my life 3 years ago as a hideous moid who knew nothing about themselves. Then found out about their bisexuality, femboyism and troonism, femboycoped up to this point, and started taking hrt. Why was I blessed with such a hideous moid body? I’m literally a manmoder not a fucking boymoder. Your hugboxing helped me realize that.