The way that my dysphoria works, it is so painful. It feels like torture, torment. I’m unable to do anything productive because of it, I don’t even have a goal in life, I don’t know what I want my future career to be. Could antidepressants lower those mood swings or something? Should I see a psychiatrist and larp as depression if most likely I’m just bpd? It really is so horrible every day. I just need to endure a bit longer while hrt does it’s thing. Like genuinely how can therapy help this if dysphoria is outside of my control? Maybe I could decrease my emotions and increase my rationality biochemically.