And I say fuck it. I won’t worry about growing boobs and potentially not being able to hide them. I hope that they actually grow. So far my breastbuds have been slowly increasing in size. I actually have no idea how the hell I’m going to hide them during P.E in the next school year. But yeah idgaf, my desire is stronger than anything else. When considering that I’ll probably part ways with the people after my senior year, I couldn’t care less. What can they do? The worst would be outing me to my parents. But I’m sad that I’ll probably lose two of my closest friends if they find out. Both of them are kinda homophobic and transphobic. I’ll be so alone…