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Cake day: April 24th, 2026

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  • Allieto4tran4everyone hates me
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    54 seconds ago

    I don’t hate you! It just sucks to be living through what is one of the among the best times to ever be trans right now but will be remembered in the future as one of the absolute worst. It is hard to feel good about yourself as a tranny right now. But you deserve happiness and have a real shot at it if you keep going



  • Allieto4tran4i think ill kms in the next few days
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    I’m sorry, I can imagine it’s very hard to keep going with it being unrelenting. It took a while for me to find any moments, so I don’t think this means they’re not coming. But I know that doesn’t mean much right now. This feeling can be so severe. It’s just sad to see it happening to you, like the injustice of it all, because of how good you are to everyone here. But it’s not fair to say that you have to fix the injustice. I’m just really sorry this is happening to you, and I hope you are able to see this moment thru to its end.


  • Allieto4tran4suicide everywhere
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    38 minutes ago

    It can be hard to open up around so much hurting. You matter too, and I hope if you do step away from the site, you just try to do something that shows yourself the care you show for others


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    I know how intense this can feel, but have you ever felt this way before? Do you remember the moments that come after, where you think “I’m really glad I didn’t do it”? I’ve found that I always end up thinking that, and I hope you give yourself a chance to think it too



  • Well I keep a webpage going of what I’m interested, been going for years and its just plain listings now but somehow it still gets people sending me music promos, which is pretty neat. Like I’d had the new Damaged Bug album a few weeks before it came out, I really like that one. But yeah, I’m kind of bad about actually doing the whole music website thing and I’ll make stuff like this choose your own adventure version of a best of 2025 list, where you get 10 different categories and can hit a randomizer until you like what you see before moving on.






  • Allieto4tran4im honestly so afraid of being overly cringe
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    New music is the best! I’m kind of autistic about it, like these charts show how many times in each year from 2016-2025 I listened to an album or an artist that I’d never heard before that year (including repeat listens, so if I really get into an artist, it shows up extra)

    So it’s always a huge presence in my life and totally soul nourishing, but sometimes I get stuck in weird niches and go completely blind to cool stuff happening, but that change doesn’t really show up in a chart like this. It’s been fun tho!! Oh wait it actually does show up in the chart, new artists were dead for a bit but jump up a lot starting last year



  • Oh nice! Smackdown is a great one, jumping into the full album and just hitting the tempo shift in the first track and this rules. Really appreciate the heads up on this! I’ve been trying to stay engaged with new music lately but this came out on the one friday that I was fully incapacitated, glad to not be missing it


  • Yeah that kind of stuff can get intense, I heard someone talk about “rejection sensitive dysphoria” and then looked it up and reading about it and just kept saying “oh no, oh no, oh no” as I saw each new thing. Hopefully yours doesn’t get that bad but if it does, apparently it’s a whole thing.

    I’m glad to see you posting here tho! I am listening to something right now but I’m gonna check out that thing you posted in ttttunes soon because I really enjoy what I’ve heard from Lucy Bedroque but I never heard any collabs so I’m excited to flesh out that whole universe!!