im deadass so like scared of saying something everybody will disagree with or dislike and i get hella negative attention then im rejected from interacting with the people idk its just one of my biggest fears and thats honestly why i kinda default to nothingness boring posts 😓😓😓😓😓

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    Yeah that kind of stuff can get intense, I heard someone talk about “rejection sensitive dysphoria” and then looked it up and reading about it and just kept saying “oh no, oh no, oh no” as I saw each new thing. Hopefully yours doesn’t get that bad but if it does, apparently it’s a whole thing.

    I’m glad to see you posting here tho! I am listening to something right now but I’m gonna check out that thing you posted in ttttunes soon because I really enjoy what I’ve heard from Lucy Bedroque but I never heard any collabs so I’m excited to flesh out that whole universe!!

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      lucy and ego have a whole collab ep called tether i think its pretty good, along with smackdown on unmusique and their song darling is really good

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        Oh nice! Smackdown is a great one, jumping into the full album and just hitting the tempo shift in the first track and this rules. Really appreciate the heads up on this! I’ve been trying to stay engaged with new music lately but this came out on the one friday that I was fully incapacitated, glad to not be missing it

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          keeping up to date with ug music is my favourite thing to do i really love music its my favourite thing ever and i loev showing people it and they listen and like it thnank you thank you for liking the music especially since nobody ever usually gaf

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            New music is the best! I’m kind of autistic about it, like these charts show how many times in each year from 2016-2025 I listened to an album or an artist that I’d never heard before that year (including repeat listens, so if I really get into an artist, it shows up extra)

            So it’s always a huge presence in my life and totally soul nourishing, but sometimes I get stuck in weird niches and go completely blind to cool stuff happening, but that change doesn’t really show up in a chart like this. It’s been fun tho!! Oh wait it actually does show up in the chart, new artists were dead for a bit but jump up a lot starting last year

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              oh this si really sick!! i wonder if u could share the new artists u liste to with me cuz i wanna discover more stuff yknow??,

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                Well I keep a webpage going of what I’m interested, been going for years and its just plain listings now but somehow it still gets people sending me music promos, which is pretty neat. Like I’d had the new Damaged Bug album a few weeks before it came out, I really like that one. But yeah, I’m kind of bad about actually doing the whole music website thing and I’ll make stuff like this choose your own adventure version of a best of 2025 list, where you get 10 different categories and can hit a randomizer until you like what you see before moving on.

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                  woaw theres alot of music on here, itskkinda ovrwhelming idk where id start

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                    Well for something recent, I don’t think you can go wrong with this one from dagmar zuniga, though it’s on the mellow side of things