Today I was really down on myself at the start, thinking like “when you’re a twinkhon at age 40 you’re still able to be a passoid too because people will just think that you aged like shit” and I still don’t exactly think I’m wrong about this for me, but I was really just making the worst out of what I’d see from myself, every sight gave me the tranny flashbang and it’s like the next one would go off before the ringing in the ears even stopped. But then I changed clothes and I disrupted it? Started feeling better, and then I tried the trendslop and it hugboxed me so hard, so that was a really good self esteem boost (tho it did humble me on one pic but fair’s fair). But yeah honestly I need to fucking get it together I don’t even have a 401k I have to do better than this but I guess it does at least sort of work