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i appreciate u and i hope u are doing well right now
maybe you want attention but you’re too kind to let yourself get it. it’s maybe a good sign your friends are asking you this, it sounds like they might care about you. have you considered telling them?
nonedayto
4tran4•why do i look like a repulsive, disgusting beast before i shower and 300x better after i shower
1·1 hour ago*hides SOME of my man face
nonedayto
4tran4•why do i look like a repulsive, disgusting beast before i shower and 300x better after i shower
1·1 hour agoopposite for me. my hair hides my man face except when wet
that’s the only reason i do it too. yet i hide all my scars, sort of half assedly. it’s not logical we’re just hurting. if you want to talk in dms feel free. larping doesn’t change with depth
nonedayto
4tran4•my gaming pc is one of the only things that help me cope and dissociate
1·2 hours agonot anymore but yes when i was on forced camping trips as a kid I’d miss my gaming PC mainly. they forced me through it so that id start liking it
ya like i would accept any form of intimacy rn including someone taking a hammer to my ribcage
i like feeling weak
it would be really easy for me to eat tbh im just too determined
I wish there was a way to make this better. I’m feeling this too. I created all my dysphoria so that I’d be more valid in transitioning. Fuck.
nonedayto
4tran4•What causes the dichotomy between the way the board sees st4t piv, and the way the 4tran4 does?
1·4 hours agogreater rates of true agp on the board
nonedayto
4tran4•try to explain to your mom why you will never be comfortable leaving the house when youre a 180cm hon
2·5 hours agosame stuff with my mom. for instance she won’t ever acknowledge my appearance being that of a man. it took a lot to get her to admit that i look like a man, and she eventually did, and then she was like “there’s other beauty standards dw!”
like,
yeah that’s called being a man
i cried after that and i never cry. it would be great if anyone can actually understand that im not a man
I wanna be a cat that can read. Lounge around all day. Shamelessly do whatever the hell i want and show whatever affection i want and get whatever attention i want without being judged. Bathe in the sun
nonedayto
4tran4•2 types of people, the ones who get brainworms from someone else and the ones who invents brainworms for themselves
3·9 hours agoIm mostly type 1 i think, I am laughably impressionable and will gladly accept and apply to myself any brainworm i encounter online
nonedayto
4tran4•A large number of trannies will literally never be happy, even if they pass, because they want absolute perfection and will therefore always just find something else "wrong" with their appearance
1·9 hours agoi am like this AND i realize it AND it makes me feel worse
sorry if u are feeling bad though :(


im sorry. it’s gonna be okay one day for all of us 🫂