I’ve never cut deeper than a cat scratch, I’m such a larper.

    • dementiatarawayOP
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      11 days ago

      I am, I know deep down that part of the reason I cut is because I hope that somebody will notice it. And I can’t even go deep.

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        11 days ago

        that’s the only reason i do it too. yet i hide all my scars, sort of half assedly. it’s not logical we’re just hurting. if you want to talk in dms feel free. larping doesn’t change with depth

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          11 days ago

          I cut partially because it feels good and partially because I want attention but then I pussy out and cover them up so nobody sees them. I don’t even know what kind of attention I want. My 2 closest friends (my only good friends I have) have persistently asked me if I’m a trannyrepper but I’ve denied it, I want somebody to know that I’m a miserable tranny but I can’t tell anybody and whenever anybody offers to listen I turn them down so I don’t even know what kind of attention I want.

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            11 days ago

            maybe you want attention but you’re too kind to let yourself get it. it’s maybe a good sign your friends are asking you this, it sounds like they might care about you. have you considered telling them?