sometimes when I have to go outside, I feel like I miss my gaming pc. Going to my gaming pc gives me a feeling of relief and helps me take my mind off my dysphoria. Along with that, it also slows my brain rotting by at least letting me improve my cognitive skills instead of browsing reddit like a retard all day. I don’t know what I would be without it. Who else?
lately i dissociate too much to play, it feels too tiring so id only alternate between dumbass apps and here.
but otherwise i genuinely love my pc. i dont like being far from my home too long bc i miss it, i love being back home, launch it and hear its fans starting turning.
my pc is also a tool to do my dream job, which i cant do atm but at list i have the cashier/handler thing which payed my pc
I’ve been playing bg3 then started stardew to trying to escape from my dyphoria and i feel depressed when I’m not playing but I’m getting so mentally and physically drained and I start crying I’m not a cis girl and don’t want to play after 14 hours but I feel like I don’t have a choice because everything reminds me I’m not a real girl so I keep playing wishing I could’ve been cis
not anymore but yes when i was on forced camping trips as a kid I’d miss my gaming PC mainly. they forced me through it so that id start liking it
