sometimes when I have to go outside, I feel like I miss my gaming pc. Going to my gaming pc gives me a feeling of relief and helps me take my mind off my dysphoria. Along with that, it also slows my brain rotting by at least letting me improve my cognitive skills instead of browsing reddit like a retard all day. I don’t know what I would be without it. Who else?
I’ve been playing bg3 then started stardew to trying to escape from my dyphoria and i feel depressed when I’m not playing but I’m getting so mentally and physically drained and I start crying I’m not a cis girl and don’t want to play after 14 hours but I feel like I don’t have a choice because everything reminds me I’m not a real girl so I keep playing wishing I could’ve been cis