sometimes when I have to go outside, I feel like I miss my gaming pc. Going to my gaming pc gives me a feeling of relief and helps me take my mind off my dysphoria. Along with that, it also slows my brain rotting by at least letting me improve my cognitive skills instead of browsing reddit like a retard all day. I don’t know what I would be without it. Who else?
lately i dissociate too much to play, it feels too tiring so id only alternate between dumbass apps and here.
but otherwise i genuinely love my pc. i dont like being far from my home too long bc i miss it, i love being back home, launch it and hear its fans starting turning.
my pc is also a tool to do my dream job, which i cant do atm but at list i have the cashier/handler thing which payed my pc