• Extremely late-onset “dysphoria” (at 21)

• Pseudo/fake dysphoria, wishing I had more of it so I could be justified in transitioning, force feelings of dysphoria to come out, started to develop more of it while being on HRT.

• During my 4 month forced detransition I broke down twice and cried that I ruined myself by taking HRT because I didn’t want to lose my family and a chance at being normal (A trutrans person wouldn’t care)

• Early-onset AGP (at 9)

• Wanted to start HRT mostly because of social reasons and to prevent twink death and masculinization, not to become a woman. Thought having feminine features would be better than looking like an ogre man.

• Mental state has not significantly improved after 7 continuous months of HRT.

• Had a couple of moments looking at my developing chest thinking “hmm that’s new, do I really like this?”

• Plethora of mental illnesses and conditions: ADHD, OCD, Autism, etc. maybe BPD as well

I like HRT overall but I feel extremely faketrans for these reasons. I have fake dysphoria but I don’t know how to cure it without transitioning. I feel it is not strong enough for me to warrant transitioning.