Please don’t :(

Me as well but not all people are the same especially when it comes to mental conditions like dysphoria. There’s so many things that can influence about how people feel about being born the wrong sex and some people are just stronger and are able to cope with it better before realizing. Some deny they have dysphoria or just don’t realize because it is the baseline for how they feel.

Dysphoria can fluctuate. Having it doesn’t mean you need to be in agonizing pain 24/7. Some days can be okay, others not.

ty friend <3

Honestly I might start studying this, if I’m going to put my degree to any use for the betterment of humanity it’s going to be to this

TS PMO

I literally did all of this except for the 3rd last thing which is literally trutrans

literally how?

These are all things I’ve genuinely experienced

Dysphoria from not having dysphoria

True

I still have these thoughts unfortunately even after 7 months. It’s not a fun theme at all but I do try to catch any OCD feelings and try to identify them so I can learn to no longer pay any attention to them or indulge in them.

No it’s ok, I genuinely appreciate the comment. I like detailed comments way more than vague ones.

I had an OCD phase before getting on HRT where my brain was telling me “what if I’m cis” and whenever I would prove I am cis I would get sad over not being able to transition. Though most of my desires to transition at the time were social, they kind of developed into more physical ones. I don’t know how common that is, I was basically a non-dysphoric before trooning out. Perhaps this is just another OCD thought.

If I was ok with myself before why can’t I go back to that state of being?

“Men trapped in men’s body’s” by Anne Lawrence

What has she exempted? Where is she hypocritical?

I am also simply just a boomerhon that transitioned earlier.

I wouldn’t be an optics nuke to my family or other trans people. Perhaps I should wait for a cure that isn’t transitioning

I can’t call it pseudo science when I relate to every single thing in her book

Anne Lawrence said it herself, that early onset AGP can induce dysphoria and I remember having AGP fantasies prior to puberty so I’m not making anything up. It’s unfortunately a reality.

I genuinely want to cry and kill myself over this.