• Extremely late-onset “dysphoria” (at 21)

  • Pseudo/fake dysphoria, wishing I had more of it so I could be justified in transitioning, force feelings of dysphoria to come out, started to develop more of it while being on HRT.

  • During my 4 month forced detransition I broke down twice and cried that I ruined myself by taking HRT because I didn’t want to lose my family and a chance at being normal (A trutrans person wouldn’t care)

  • Early-onset AGP (at 9)

  • Wanted to start HRT mostly because of social reasons and to prevent twink death and masculinization, not to become a woman. Thought having feminine features would be better than looking like an ogre man.

  • Mental state has not significantly improved after 7 continuous months of HRT.

  • Had a couple of moments looking at my developing chest thinking “hmm that’s new, do I really like this?”

  • Plethora of mental illnesses and conditions: ADHD, OCD, Autism, etc. maybe BPD as well

I like HRT overall but I feel extremely faketrans for these reasons. I have fake dysphoria but I don’t know how to cure it without transitioning. I feel it is not strong enough for me to warrant transitioning.

  • CutePlushies
    1·
    2 hours ago

    1. Not a problem and possibly not even true given later.

    2. I think most everyone develops more dysphoria on HRT because now there’s a hope and bar to compare oneself to. You can’t just fully dissociate away from it anymore or cope thru other typical repper behavior.

    3. A. You literally explained why you did it right there, it was social pressure. B. I did the exact same when I tried detransing for a month and now I simply view that as a dissociative episode.

    4. No cis person develops AGP at fucking 9. This alone calls you not being trans into extreme doubt. Having it so young means it is almost certainly an intrinsic part of your sexuality, rather than a one off fetish thing, which is undoubtedly not faketrans.

    5. Dislike of being male/masculine is honestly a more common, raw manifestation of dysphoria than directly wanting to be a woman.

    6. Very few trannies who are mentally ill to begin with see their mental health drastically improve on HRT sadly. Sometimes it even gets worse because dissociation stops. There will always be a bigger fish.

    7. Early boob development looks strange and women do not always like their breasts. Understandable.

    8. OCD and BPD are ridiculously common for trans women at the very least.

  • oldest minor alive
    3·
    21 hours ago

    1. can happen

    2. i spent multiple years wishing i had enough dysphoria to troon out b4 realizing that was a pretty decent signal of dysphoria itself

    3. repper brain soup

    4. you did not have agp at nine, most likely signs of dysphoria

    5. hard 2 imagine becoming a woman while repping, i started hrt just to prevent further masculinization

    6. mental state improvements vary wildly, i haven’t gotten anything direct

    7. ehhh whatever

    8. trutrans if anything

    if transitioning helps than transition lol u dont need 2 “deserve” it

  • noneday
    1·
    22 hours ago

    I wish there was a way to make this better. I’m feeling this too. I created all my dysphoria so that I’d be more valid in transitioning. Fuck.

    • Zmeya04OPM
      1·
      22 hours ago

      These are all things I’ve genuinely experienced