• Extremely late-onset “dysphoria” (at 21)

  • Pseudo/fake dysphoria, wishing I had more of it so I could be justified in transitioning, force feelings of dysphoria to come out, started to develop more of it while being on HRT.

  • During my 4 month forced detransition I broke down twice and cried that I ruined myself by taking HRT because I didn’t want to lose my family and a chance at being normal (A trutrans person wouldn’t care)

  • Early-onset AGP (at 9)

  • Wanted to start HRT mostly because of social reasons and to prevent twink death and masculinization, not to become a woman. Thought having feminine features would be better than looking like an ogre man.

  • Mental state has not significantly improved after 7 continuous months of HRT.

  • Had a couple of moments looking at my developing chest thinking “hmm that’s new, do I really like this?”

  • Plethora of mental illnesses and conditions: ADHD, OCD, Autism, etc. maybe BPD as well

I like HRT overall but I feel extremely faketrans for these reasons. I have fake dysphoria but I don’t know how to cure it without transitioning. I feel it is not strong enough for me to warrant transitioning.

  • oldest minor alive
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    12 days ago

    1. can happen

    2. i spent multiple years wishing i had enough dysphoria to troon out b4 realizing that was a pretty decent signal of dysphoria itself

    3. repper brain soup

    4. you did not have agp at nine, most likely signs of dysphoria

    5. hard 2 imagine becoming a woman while repping, i started hrt just to prevent further masculinization

    6. mental state improvements vary wildly, i haven’t gotten anything direct

    7. ehhh whatever

    8. trutrans if anything

    if transitioning helps than transition lol u dont need 2 “deserve” it