but it’s not like that. even for the most soulpassing troons, most of us never stand a chance. i don’t feel hope when i see a troon who looks like me and isn’t suicidal, i feel the deepest darkest despair knowing the only thing i can do is cope harder, i will never actually be what i am supposed to be. if everyone else were a passoid i could cope thinking that’ll be me one day. i think that used to be what i did and i just ignored all the hons and mentally categorized them as agp sissies so i didn’t have to worry about it. we’re all so fucked.