It’s still the weekend, i could still do it, there’s still nothing to distract me and put me back in the mindset of a male. Maybe it feels good to be on the edge? It’s also so intense though that i don’t want to go through the whole work week feeling like this. This isn’t a sympathy post bc i don’t need that really i just still don’t really understand what’s wrong with me right now. Something to do with escapism ig