yeee it’s like a fire baptism where your sins get cleansed through pain and suffering :D

that’s nice to hear, and ty <3

yea i also kinda want to live too, and i keep going despite everything ig… i hope that you can reach the life you deserve 🫂

exactly my situation, i’ve spent the last ~2.5y fighting rly hard to reverse everything i can… and i’m exhausted… not like when you come out from work but when you’ve been crawling on the floor for what has felt like ages desperately trying to reach some safe place because your legs have been cut off and you are bleeding out in excruciating pain… the money hurts too but a minimal amount compared with the years lost…

i’m sry… i hope u are bearing it better than me… :c

i didn’t have absolutely any information about the existence of hrt until being fucking 22, and i basically didn’t either about the changes my body would experiment in and after puberty, nor the language to being able to describe dysphoria… there’s even a fancy term for this, hermeneutical injustice, where information that could help putting into words the experience of a certain marginalized group gets obscured and muddled by the oppressing system… i think this will maybe kill me someday… maybe not exactly your situation but seemed relevant, i’m sry in any case op :(

the rest of the post is actually very pretty and inspiring op much luck if you decide to do that <3

the hacker ai that is soooooo powerful that they can’t disclose conveniently, that was previewed also conveniently during a massive bank deal, measured against contaminated benchmarks and that the only vulnerabilities that detected provably were from open source code, which yk, is not smth you have access to when you are actually hacking most of the time. just trust me bro!!! agi will happen in 6 months bro!!! software engineering is dead bro!!! give me money pwsssss :(

sry i got an aneurysm from this new ai circus and i got to pull this out of my chest. the model will probably be ok, and it will probably has a lot of capabilities to detect vulnerabilities by exhaustively reading very long code, which is its main (and only) advantage over humans, it won’t still be a fucking hacker ai

terrible extremely dysphoric day :/ but after taking an anxiolytic i felt a little better and now… i caught glimpses of maybe being out in the future? i even surprised myself referring in my head to me with feminine pronouns for the first time in months… extremely bizarre cause i look absolutely terrible, with deep eyebags from all the mental illness, without having shaved in days and so on… but idk…

no.

i will just die alone dw

my type is whatever the exact opposite of my father is but still a man

waow learning english from reading scp entries is based

huh i see, not a native english speaker and never heard that expression before

wtf lower that cypro dose you are gonna look like megamind from all the brain tumors

in my defense there are actual richshits here so…

i could pull the card of “it was satire too bro!!” but ngl i’m retarded and just woke up and didn’t notice until after posting the comment…

ragebait? in my tranistan??

it did represent me word by word up until she showed in a frame a photo of herself and turned out to be a luckshit, no wonder she was able to end it in a happy note… i still appreciate it a lot tho…

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