lowkirk i can’t stand this shit anymore, not because the environment or smth but because this is genuinely the most boring shit ever. worst part is that i think i would feel the same in any other compsci work so idk what i’m going to do. technically is not neetdom cause i’m finishing my master, and tbh maybe i try a phd or smth, that’s the only thing that it kinda catches my eye lately. but maybe i end up hating it like every other work. i should try the stupid adhd diagnosis ugh