The Epstine funded transvestic shadow council pays me 38 cents per post I’m sorry

I really don’t like that people block each other then post all about it. Just feels like teenagers being mean to each other since being annoyed by someone’s posts doesn’t mean you should just delete their existence from your perspective.

I see where your coming from. Not really much more to say than essentially what you said that being straight is socially better.

It’s gotta be hard for people to shift their perspective from growing up being continuously ostracized for being gay to that becoming straight changes your place in the world and that makes your life better in some ways. All the while newly becoming ostracized for being trans makes it easy to transplant their experienced homophobia to transphobia.

Very straight passing if a straight trans woman doesn’t recognize the benefits of heterosexuality.

Not even going to clarify it on tranistan. Unfortunate

I don’t have any advice for how people will perceive you I’m from the US. I’m terrified as well I don’t think there is a way around the fear. Starting this young if you get FFS there is probably a good chance you can pass pretty well especially if someone said you could become a semipassoid with just hrt and only said you might need your nose done. I’m going to be unable to present as anything but male for a while as well something like 1 1/2 or 2 years the prospect sucks.

Focus on your studies and start building your life maybe get a job in the meantime to start to save up. Keep yourself busy and keep going outside staying inside is not good for anyone. Stay as positive as you can although I know how hard that is and it’s hypocritical of me to tell you to do that.

You shouldn’t really doom about appearing male while pre-hrt that’s the whole point of taking it if people were able to look female pre-hrt why would we get on it. It’s a reality that essentially everyone has some amount of facial hair going in it sounds like you don’t have too much which is a great thing. Basically everyone has an Adams apple going in if it’s severe enough it can get shaved down the line. You absolutely can expect hip growth over the next 5 or so years. At your age hips have not fused unlike the other bones in your body. Also do not doom over your posture you can literally just change that if you think it’s bad it’s not some immutable shape of your body.

I don’t really know what to say about height it’s one of the sticking points for a lot of people that they say they can’t pass based on. You are taller however your not extremely tall I wouldn’t expect it to get fully in your way of passing. Doom if you need to online but don’t let it get in the way of living your life you are young and you have a great opportunity ahead of you right now to be able to live your life as you see it.

I agree with you. I lost my early 20s to becoming my dad’s caregiver so I think in the wake of his passing the potential of losing any more time to get to live my life just hurts. Life has been feeling like it’s just flying by where I used to feel like people were so much older than me now I look at someone who is 50 and I feel like I’m going to be there before I know it. I hope if transition is correct for me it might allow everything to slow down a bit so I can enjoy my life before it’s over.

The two years between being 16 and being 18 certainly has to do something however I can’t imagine it does enough that it would be the reason someone won’t pass. Your in a great position to transition at that age and your avoiding a lot of body/facial hair growth that people get in their early 20s as well as likely any male pattern hair loss starting at 18.

Regardless of success of transition your likely going to get to live almost all of your 20s living as yourself (of course dependant upon your life circumstances whether or not you have to hide being trans). At my age of 25 realistically I still have basically my entire life ahead of me. At 18 you more than absolutely do. I heard someone say once that most of life is the middle and I think that applies pretty well to all of our situations.

I am sure you all absolutely love my annoying thought vomit posts btw. I hope they will go away soon too.

I think I also just need to accept if I do hrt then completely regret it testosterone will probably overpower anything estrogen ever did. I’m too old to get anything terribly permanent beyond gyno. ED is the thing that make me want to go on HRT the most so even if that were to continue if I stopped it would be a good thing.

I think I am stable in being depressed and it not getting better.

That guy is meant to transition holy shit

Am I stable?

Please reach out to people if it can help how your feeling. I am just a random person online but I am more than happy to help how I can.

For sure going to use this one at some point

It just completely devolved into the fake trans trutrans stuff and that as a topic is just so tired as well as a big neon sign indicating how someone is still a kid. I don’t remember her username that one girl who was insanely crashing out and deleted her account just now. I told her to try to take a break cause she seems like she was going through it which in response she told me to “stop playing the how much I care about you card” which is basically exactly what I expected her to respond with.

Your going to suck at it which will make you look like a drag queen. Keep working at it and you will be able to do makeup you want to do one day. Watch tutorials, feel the personal embarrassment in the safety of your home, and get better.

I posted on troonselfies on reddit and I feel like I got pretty honest replies. Granted it’s kind of self flagellation to post pre-everything.

Feel like an idiot for posting this but still couldn’t have known not the right time to have done it.

Didn’t see anything about misery. I couldn’t have known when I posted this I just typed it up and sent it after getting back home.