I have a cis colleague on my research group and when I was almost losing consciousness due to barely having any sleep that day because I got sick at night and she offered to go to the bathroom with me so I could wash my face. There are some cis who are people I think

I completely understand how this is, I am starting to enter deep depression again too and what I am trying to do to not get as bad as last time is forcing myself to do basic things every day like at least showering or even washing my hair, doing daily stuff in games or watch some episodes of a show, anything that goes beyond doomscrolling and bedrotting so the snowball of depression don’t get so big this time

Thanks, I will try to keep on this time too

They just keep cycling, I spend some weeks, sometimes months with a manageable depression but then I go through weeks or months of deeper depression. I know that if I keep on the depression will soften but I am in this cycle for so long I feel like this is a useless effort

I actually knew someone who dated a TERF for a time and she said it was a terrible relationship

I usually just set my mind on what I need to do while in public so I can finish it and leave as soon as possible. Unfortunately this does not work in any situation

Yes, if you haven’t been eating for a long time you need little portions of food, specially light food. Try cutting a banana or an apple and eat one piece each few minutes, you can also do it with smaller fruits like berries or grapes too

I don’t really know for sure, from my understanding is kind of romance short stories

Im sorry for what happened to you… and yeah, losing hair is bad too, I had to shave a hole in my head because I hit the back of my head by accident and the cut was deep enough that the doctor needed to seam it so my hair had to go

I like reading stories in the internet, sometimes they are fun

Honestly I kind of just accepted this, I will always be a freak everywhere I go either because I am a tranny, autistic, asexual or chronically depressed. I will hardly be able to relate or have people who relate to me and this caused me so much pain but I am slowly trying to accept this is the life I will have

Here it is: https://tranistan.com/post/17663

Glegle sulista… maybe I should do an Glegle Cangaçeira

Kind of but roommates kind of give an idea of a temporary relationship, in this case it would be aimed to be more permanent

Being a freak really sucks… not being able to relate to anyone as a child/teen due to autism, not being able to relate to cisoids because I am a tranny and not being able to relate to queers in general because I am ace. FMSFL

Genital dysphoria got so fear mongered that it really got to us. Honestly what is the issue of you liking your penis? People need to calm down about optics a little, if you are not doing harm to anyone why it would matter? Personally I am ace and I have a neutral opinion about my genitals, I want orchi to avoid masculinization and reduce it’s volume in general so tucking is easier but aside from that I really don’t care about it and I will not be an optics nuke because of that and neither will you

Personal projects I am working on and planning to do in the future once I am more experienced. But I am not going to lie that some days it isn’t enough and many times I end up on the verge of collapse. Still, I keep trying to keep going on

I will not deny the necessity of SW that end up happening but you know it isn’t that simple and also very dangerous. If you really plan to go through with it I think you should search for stories and life experiences from SWs in your area, specially trans ones so you have a better idea of the situation

I looked at the comments and found out the state, I don’t know if it is already solved but if you DM me the institution she is in I can look it up and send an email to my teacher asking what can be done in this situation

Also, I have a teacher that has worked with law and psychology, I can send him an email explaining the situation to ask what can be done about it