Not actively unfortunately but yeah I don’t really wanna exist anymore

I’d be too scared of fucking it up to do anything tho

I haven’t been for a few years.

Ofc i want to die lol

i don’t know if i’m suicidal anymore, as much as i’d love the pain to stop i can hardly bring myself to cry anymore. i kinda deserve it…

I had 3 self-interrupted suicide attempts in the last 3 months.

I want to hold on to hope that life will get better but I still consider suicide daily

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I’m not

i think about it a lot but i know deep down im a pussy and wouldn’t ever do it

yes

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Yeah, think about it everyday but I try to go on

ya but it sort of like waxes and wanes . like rn i’m in the goodish period yayy :) but this will not last :( it never does :(( i have an inkling that this weekend will be quite bad

no