I don’t think you can be too old, but I do think you can be too late though.
22 Cosmically Cursed with OCD and CPTSD
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LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•if you never lactated on hrt only you are faketrans because your body rejects estrogen
2·4 hours agoMy level’s always just been slightly higher than it should be. Nobody else seems super worried about it so I’m not.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•if you never lactated on hrt only you are faketrans because your body rejects estrogen
2·4 hours agoExtremely high prolactin but no lactation, guess I’m faketrans through and through. I knew it.
Sometimes I try to say I’m 6ft but my aunt’s cis wife is 6’6 so I can’t really lie about it as much as I’d like too.
LobotomyCandidateto
sttttr8•its spring, which means the cross it guys r gonna start jogging outside their gym again
3·17 hours agoSo real for this.
I should just go mute holy shit holy shit.
They really do I cannot spend another week cleaning and dying inside playing the same boring games. I WAS MADE FOR WORK GIVE ME PURPOSE DEATH CULT OF CAPITALISM!
You’d probably get better dick from doordash.
It’s all outfit and hair photos.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•westiod troons, remember u arent girlmoding cause ur scared and a sense of shame, not cause consant danger
2·1 day agoAnything of a longer length would be better but I don’t know if a gown would save it. its really not work acceptable far to short, and it being a single piece that would be more appropriate for night wear than day usage. Also those frilly socks just really don’t work for her.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•westiod troons, remember u arent girlmoding cause ur scared and a sense of shame, not cause consant danger
9·1 day agoI mean I do girlmode, but that outfit is not workplace appropriate.
That would be years of internalized issues affecting your like self perception. The best thing you probably can do is like reassure yourself that, that voice is wrong that you are a woman. Try vocalizing it out loud next time it happens. Like when you feel it happening inside say out loud to yourself “No I am a woman, I’m not lying to anybody or myself.” Some way to at least build up your self confidence and to quiet down those thoughts and feelings.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•Whining about my life!!! Today I was dissociated in a dream like state and was scared of losing control over my actions and was scared that I'll do something bad
3·2 days agoYou’re welcome, I’d also advise maybe looking into some form of behavioural therapy as much as I know therapy sucks they usually are recommended as some form of treatment or at least a way to provide healthier coping mechanism for several issues like ocd, which might help your dissociation idk I’m not a therapist.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•Whining about my life!!! Today I was dissociated in a dream like state and was scared of losing control over my actions and was scared that I'll do something bad
4·2 days agoYeah that can be frightening dissociating to that point. Try to use grounding techniques to again, steady yourself. The classic one being five things you see, four things you hear, three things you feel, two things you smell and one thing you taste. The likelihood of you doing something grievous to someone else during that state is near zero. Just again try to ground and steady yourself if it continues to worry you.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•Whining about my life!!! Today I was dissociated in a dream like state and was scared of losing control over my actions and was scared that I'll do something bad
2·2 days agoYou could have but you didn’t, its just ocd you just need to remind yourself that you’re fine and you wouldn’t do that. I dunno maybe try to stay focussed remind yourself that you’re awake and real and you have control over your own actions. Next time just try to take a moment to breathe and steady yourself.
LobotomyCandidateto
4tran4•Whining about my life!!! Today I was dissociated in a dream like state and was scared of losing control over my actions and was scared that I'll do something bad
4·2 days agoYeah that sounds like thats just ocd, you’re fine, you’re probably not going to do that and you’re not going to go to prison for something you didn’t do.
They still would, you’d be surprised at what they will jerk it to.
Chasers and most men on the internet function on a “feminine enough” jerk off thought process

Cis Woman
I’ve already and still am extremely poor, there would be no change for me other than a major improvement to happiness.