I do, I’m working on getting some hip stability atm rn, so im taking a break from running to make sure I can have full control of my stride and not compensate too much. I think I have the potential to run so much faster if I’m able to get a 7:40 min pace while running with incorrect form, and I want to get serious if I want to keep running into my twilight years. Do you have any pointers for long distance?

That’s still really impressive, being able to run that distance in that time. I couldn’t imagine doing that as I can barely do 5ks without dying afterwards. Good luck!

exactly, i was so lucky i used to do cross country and stuff in school (wasn’t great tho im actually faster now than i was then), its really funny bouncing back if i have to take a long break for an injury or work. i havent hit the meditation state yet, im trying to do nose breathing only so im probably like just stressing myself out lmaoo. i hope you can get back to a healthy point!

i wouldnt want to push you into hurting urself :(. i really hope u get ur eating under control i wouldn’t want you to start running and make you feel worse. it sounded like you really liked it though, im trying so hard to get better at it because it makes me feel less useless (and at least i can run away if things get dangerous lol). maybe start out with like jog walk switches? like i remember i made myself worse of forcing myself to try and run like a mile straight, but i literally just brute forced it, and i regret doing so :(.

i literally run with my gyno fuck people i look like a weird gender anyway running is my only outlet that i can actually see some return on.

whats ur times? did you run in school or just start out doing it? how much do you run a week?

i think people can tell im not like inherently masculine but at the same time its like, not really better. i just get stared at alot now, and “buddy” is the only thing I hear so idk. i know it still is really irritating to deal with but at this point i really dont even want people to talk to me. small mercies i guess.

i just got used to it, the “buddy” shit gets on my nerves still. there are some people i have found that respect me more but it took a while, otherwise i just ignore it which is hard to do. im sorry youre dealing with it.

Two beers

It’s hard give yourself grace it’s all you can do

Based beer bathing time

GOOD LUCK! I WORKED TO AFFORD MY SURGERY ITS WORTH EVERY HOUR SPENT GRINDING. YOULL GET IT I PROMISE.

I’ll look into it tanks

It’s funny because I think I look weird enough to catch stares but act “normal” enough to be more of a passing concern. Doesn’t make it any less lonely because I know I’m not really even a person more than a social chameleon lol.

Yeag it’s been a while since I’ve played the original but I wanted to mod it someday

i thought it was crazy that we have millions of neurons just in our gut but ig its smart to be able to tell if ur organs hurt.

Idk I kinda got inspired by ur fashion posts yesterday. I really am inspired by a lot of stuff and I think I should start to actually try to dress well.

So happy 4 u!!

work out glutes and abductors. i have hips now despite still being somewhat masc with gyno. fatmax then weight cycle by doing lower body exclusively.

take it from a boymodder that works manual labor and has hairy fucked up hands, im not hugboxxing. literally just telling you what i see. i actually loathe working with my hands sometimes because having a bunch of calluses or broken nails and spinster fingers doesnt help me much. yours looks soft, you are pale as shit so no sun damage, your nails are shiny and pristine, and your hand doesnt have much musculature at all.