I hate the uncertainty. I hate that there’s a chance I’m transitioning because of some disgusting fetish or sexual desire. I hate that no matter how well I embody femininity, my brain might be irrevocably tainted by maleness. If I did some brain scan and it said I had a male brain I would probably kms :(

Sorry it makes me doom so much it just hurts to think about.

  • Allie
    3·
    6 days ago

    It sounds like transition is doing a lot of good for you! I know these fears are powerful, but it’s very encouraging that you are not really seeing any signs that would affirm your fears. I know they’re shitty to have, but if you power thru them, theres a good life on the other side

    • ✿hannah✿OP
      2·
      6 days ago

      Thanks Allie. I’ll keep going with my transition, I think I’m happier on e. It’s always lovely to talk with you <3

      • Allie
        3·
        6 days ago

        I’m glad to hear that, it’s good to chat!! Hope you’re able to get some good in for the rest of the day hannah, you deserve it <3