I hate the uncertainty. I hate that there’s a chance I’m transitioning because of some disgusting fetish or sexual desire. I hate that no matter how well I embody femininity, my brain might be irrevocably tainted by maleness. If I did some brain scan and it said I had a male brain I would probably kms :(
Sorry it makes me doom so much it just hurts to think about.
I’m glad to hear that, it’s good to chat!! Hope you’re able to get some good in for the rest of the day hannah, you deserve it <3