Yeah restless ig, idk its like a ticklish sensation inside my bones that builds up when I’m still now I have to rock back and forth like an autist

If I become aap can I rep and detroon? If so tell me how

Please how do I fix this. I lie still to try and fall asleep but my bones start building up this ticklish sensation and I HAVE to start moving to reset the sensation. It’s quite uncomfortable.

Wait but this is genuinely me

No

38975367 centimeters bideltoid 🫪

True clothes hugboxxing is a real thing I’ve been saying it. If I wear the right jeans it makes my hips seem much wider

Like half of my waking hours is taken up with thinking about tranny stuff

Realnuke, it just doesn’t go away… repping is dumb though I think. Are you not on hrt?

I feel trapped in transitioning. I hate it. I hate that repping doesn’t work. I hate that I’m forced to be a freak.

Mfw I scrolled transtimelines 5 hours a day thinking HRT could just make me look like that

Dm if you wanna see a true neverpasser face

Same

Everything and nothing is proof that I’m trans. This place is a cult and you all tricked me into being trans and now I’m fucking throwing my life away

Fucking disgusting pathetic despicable wretched creature I should be killed

My “dysphoria” is just my brain hallucinating a reason for me to be trans so I can have an excuse for being such a loser faggot that failed at life.

Picture this: you’re a cis white male born to a middle class family and you’ve had the easiest life imaginable. You were given everything, yet somehow, by some stroke of luck, you managed to fuck it all up by playing video games for 20k hours of your childhood and never socializing or going outside. Now you’re a KHHV INCEL NEET at 20 and can’t understand how you’ve failed so much at life. Then you magically come up with an excuse: I’m trans

But I don’t have real dysphoria, I’m not a real tranny, so I have to research dysphoria and go on 4t4 so I can understand what its like and start to mimic them. And then through osmosis I’ve basically gotten pseudo dysphoria where I can feel something pretty close. Now that I have “dysphoria” I’m a real tranny! Now I’m a minority and my life’s failures can be explained.!!!

Fucking pathetic loser

My dysphoria isn’t real. I just set an expectation that I wanted to be a woman through delusion and then because its an impossible goal my mind is suffering because of bdd. It’s not the same as real dysphoria

I don’t deserve to transition since I’m a cis man and I’m bad optics I shouldn’t even be here my entire life is a joke

BUT I WANT HIPS

Yayyyyy! Hopefully nothing bad happens once he runs out ☺️