I hate the uncertainty. I hate that there’s a chance I’m transitioning because of some disgusting fetish or sexual desire. I hate that no matter how well I embody femininity, my brain might be irrevocably tainted by maleness. If I did some brain scan and it said I had a male brain I would probably kms :(
Sorry it makes me doom so much it just hurts to think about.
Thanks Allie. I’ll keep going with my transition, I think I’m happier on e. It’s always lovely to talk with you <3
I’m glad to hear that, it’s good to chat!! Hope you’re able to get some good in for the rest of the day hannah, you deserve it <3