i have $0 to my name. i can’t afford a vial for injections let alone everything i’d need for patches

i also dont want a disgusting scab on my body 24/7 for the rest of my life. i dont want a constant reminder im a disgusting freak. being on pills as well made me suicidal. i was never able to enjoy any part of my day because i would constantly feel like shit waiting to take my pills, or feel like shit during, or after.

i cant fucking do this literall the one singular silver lining that made me consider not detrooning was the idea that it’d be only alittle poke once a month but now thats bneen ruined and a bunch of no empathy shitheads are telling me “just stop being poor hon! just stop having dysphoria hon!!!” FUCK YOU ALL OF YOUB I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU RULE 4 EVERYONE RIGHT NOWQ

  • Cambi
    2·
    24 days ago

    Did you do allergy test on benzyl alcohol?

    • honlarperlarperBannedOP
      1·
      24 days ago

      no but either way it doesnt matter. i had a horrible reaction on both injection sites so its either the benzyl alcohol or the mct oil. i cant use the vial i have,

      • Cambi
        21·
        24 days ago

        As I already said to you, you can try IM in the future, because it produces less allergic reaction, or swap the oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.

        • honlarperlarperBannedOP
          1·
          24 days ago

          “swap the oil” FUCK YOU HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT??? DO YOU TYHINK EVERYONE HAS JUST A CHEMISTRY KIT IN THEIR ROOM AND CAN JUST SEPARATE THEIR SHIT LIKE THAT??? FUCK YOU RULE FOUR RIGHT NOW YOU PIECE OF SHIT

          • Cambi
            1·
            24 days ago

            Can you stop with your learned helplessness for a second?

            in the future

            When you buy a new vial, choose a different oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.

            • honlarperlarperBannedOP
              1·
              24 days ago

              genuinely rule 4 if you think this is learned helpessness. “just be rich hon!”. god i hate richshits so FUCKING much

              • Cambi
                1·
                24 days ago

                Thanks for a richshit, I guess. I might be struggling with affording food because I have too much money.

  • Cobweb46English
    2·
    24 days ago

    shit , i’m .Sorry, i Didn’t, .Think About, the Money, Aspect , .of Stuff, Despite, Also .Being, hella ,Poor, thats .Rlly, my .Bad,

    Also, i get, it 🫂🫂 i Do, think . the, ‘‘Disgusting, Scab’’ is .Better, than , Masculinzing, Thos , .idk, its .Rlly, hard Nd .i’m Sorry, Especially, the .Money, Thing

  • booksperg
    1·
    24 days ago

    Honestly it seems like you’re just looking for an excuse not to transition

    • honlarperlarperBannedOP
      1·
      24 days ago

      me when the guy who has literally no money and is allergic to the vial he has is totally looking for an excuse not to transition. (its his fault this is the way things are)

        • honlarperlarperBannedOP
          1·
          24 days ago

          i dont use zelle but im not taking more money from people on here anyway </3

  • Allie
    1·
    24 days ago

    Injections cost money too, you’re still being stupid

    • honlarperlarperBannedOP
      1·
      24 days ago

      injections would be free right now if the vial i got i wasn allergic to it <3

          • Allie
            11·
            24 days ago

            Could we not make something similar happen for you with patches? I guess I don’t understand why injections would be uniquely free. I get that this situation sucks but I don’t see why it’d be over for you