i have $0 to my name. i can’t afford a vial for injections let alone everything i’d need for patches

i also dont want a disgusting scab on my body 24/7 for the rest of my life. i dont want a constant reminder im a disgusting freak. being on pills as well made me suicidal. i was never able to enjoy any part of my day because i would constantly feel like shit waiting to take my pills, or feel like shit during, or after.

i cant fucking do this literall the one singular silver lining that made me consider not detrooning was the idea that it’d be only alittle poke once a month but now thats bneen ruined and a bunch of no empathy shitheads are telling me “just stop being poor hon! just stop having dysphoria hon!!!” FUCK YOU ALL OF YOUB I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU RULE 4 EVERYONE RIGHT NOWQ

  • Cambionic
    21·
    1 month ago

    As I already said to you, you can try IM in the future, because it produces less allergic reaction, or swap the oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.

    • honlarperlarperBannedOP
      1·
      1 month ago

      “swap the oil” FUCK YOU HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT??? DO YOU TYHINK EVERYONE HAS JUST A CHEMISTRY KIT IN THEIR ROOM AND CAN JUST SEPARATE THEIR SHIT LIKE THAT??? FUCK YOU RULE FOUR RIGHT NOW YOU PIECE OF SHIT

      • Cambionic
        1·
        1 month ago

        Can you stop with your learned helplessness for a second?

        in the future

        When you buy a new vial, choose a different oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.

        • honlarperlarperBannedOP
          1·
          1 month ago

          genuinely rule 4 if you think this is learned helpessness. “just be rich hon!”. god i hate richshits so FUCKING much

          • Cambionic
            1·
            1 month ago

            Thanks for a richshit, I guess. I might be struggling with affording food because I have too much money.