i have $0 to my name. i can’t afford a vial for injections let alone everything i’d need for patches
i also dont want a disgusting scab on my body 24/7 for the rest of my life. i dont want a constant reminder im a disgusting freak. being on pills as well made me suicidal. i was never able to enjoy any part of my day because i would constantly feel like shit waiting to take my pills, or feel like shit during, or after.
i cant fucking do this literall the one singular silver lining that made me consider not detrooning was the idea that it’d be only alittle poke once a month but now thats bneen ruined and a bunch of no empathy shitheads are telling me “just stop being poor hon! just stop having dysphoria hon!!!” FUCK YOU ALL OF YOUB I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU RULE 4 EVERYONE RIGHT NOWQ
Did you do allergy test on benzyl alcohol?
no but either way it doesnt matter. i had a horrible reaction on both injection sites so its either the benzyl alcohol or the mct oil. i cant use the vial i have,
As I already said to you, you can try IM in the future, because it produces less allergic reaction, or swap the oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.
“swap the oil” FUCK YOU HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT??? DO YOU TYHINK EVERYONE HAS JUST A CHEMISTRY KIT IN THEIR ROOM AND CAN JUST SEPARATE THEIR SHIT LIKE THAT??? FUCK YOU RULE FOUR RIGHT NOW YOU PIECE OF SHIT
Can you stop with your learned helplessness for a second?
When you buy a new vial, choose a different oil. MCT oil is known to cause allergic reactions.
genuinely rule 4 if you think this is learned helpessness. “just be rich hon!”. god i hate richshits so FUCKING much
Thanks for a richshit, I guess. I might be struggling with affording food because I have too much money.