why are you here weirdo

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Cake day: March 4th, 2026

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  • yeah I agree, I tried explaining it to myself using this logic and it doesn’t really make sense. like, yeah, I liked doing lots of crafts with mom and grandma when I was little. but I also used to hang out with boys and do stupid shit. sounds like a confirmation bias to me tbh. the thing that makes me trans tho is that I used lock myself up in restroom when I got home and cry there almost everyday after I started going through puberty. but most if not all of the cultural things are just sexist bullshit. im not judging, that’s an innocent enough cope I feel like, but yk




















  • omg this is so real🫂 and oftentimes it feels like this desperation caused by dysphoria is the only human emotion you ever feel. every time I strat to get sad, I try to amplify it with music and by repeating phrases that I know for a fact will get me crying. i know that it’s incredibly destructive but I prefer this over being numb, I want to experience things. at this point even being in public doesn’t stop me, like I broke down crying in a half full train last friday. I feel like at some point I’m gonna snap, and I fear this so much. this is so weird, like I know hrt made my existence so much more bearable but I almost never had these moments before starting.