Nvm! I deleted it even though I’m banned. sorry for the inconvenience 😓

i care because it wasn’t my art to post, and they asked me to take it down. I need to respect the artists wishes.

I MEANT I WANT ‘TO’ RELAPSE ON SELF HARM. I’m so fucking stupid.

DON’T SELF HARM PLEASE.

A better way to describe it i think is like imagine if there was a right wing chud in your head who is constantly telling you awful transphobic things. that’s what it feels like.

what does pussy even smell like? 🤨

i would like that ^_

Also what’s with men sending random cock pics lmao atleast say something first.

plus talking in a video helps me not go crazy from being isolated all the time. it feels like I’m finally exercising my vocal chords after being silent for so long.

19/20 years, don’t know when I started puberty cause I can’t remember my childhood.

I know but I just lumped them in together because they both act the same in my eyes, atleast the ones I’ve interacted with.

https://youtube.com/@lifelover_444

The American dream wasn’t made for trannies and me not being wanted by people, employers, etc just proves that imo. I’ve had so many hsts online tell me to just “get a job”, “just go outside”, or just make fun of my lifestyle which I’ve tried time and time again to change. And I just don’t have the energy to care anymore.

(sorry for the background noise btw, I’ll probably record later at night next time so it’s quieter.)

aww ty!! ❤️

Ty ❤️ it gets kinda hard to hear me at times

Ty ❤️

ik😭 I tried making my room very quiet but my mic is so bad

I bet im gonna wake up tomorrow and regret uploading it 😓 I hate the audio and my voice so much lol

😔

I’ve already been girlmoding for weeks now, so idk why I’m even making this post.