If you think /tttt/ and the culture surrounding it is toxic, then join any mainly hsts server/space. They have made me feel even smaller/more unconfident than any anonymous 4tran comment has. They will tear you apart and misgender you even if you get on their bad side a little. Like, I’m bi so I’ve been around every type of tranny online. It’s just the straight ones can be VERY mean towards me at times. Im not emphasizing how MEAN this category of tranny is. They live life on easy mode, tell some shitty sob story about how they’re actually a victim too by virtue of them being trans, then turn around and tell you you’re a lazy fuck who should just die because “you’re not trying hard enough and like dooming”.

That’s why passiods of any type scare me, because pretty perfect people have a history of making me feel very unconfident and small.