The more someone gets to know me, the more they dislike me. this isn’t a sad pity post, but an observation I’ve been making. It’s apparent even more online that I’m unlikeable. im not mentally stable or good at socializing AT ALL. I’ve tried and tried but I always fuck something up. even in group settings I’m ignored the most because I have fuck all to say about anything, and I when I do say something it’s incredibly stupid or boring.

no one will ever love me and coming to terms with that is very difficult sometimes.