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trvke. i spent 3 years being drunk every second i wasnt at work or studying and eventually it just… stopped working
j3nto
4tran4•its so confusing, liberals transformed distinctives lgbt codes to a way of dressing
1·5 hours agookay i can definitely see the dichotomy guy pulling smth like that. i forget some people exude an inauthentic aura like that
j3nto
4tran4•its so confusing, liberals transformed distinctives lgbt codes to a way of dressing
1·6 hours agodamn i thought only women did the bilarp
j3nto
4tran4•trannies be like is it malebrained to have healthy optimism and light in your eyes and hope for the future
2·6 hours agono optimist allowed zone
j3nOPto
4tran4•my friends really dont want to use my pronouns. it hurts more than expected
2·2 days agothank you. youre always so kind i really appreciate you
j3nOPto
4tran4•my friends really dont want to use my pronouns. it hurts more than expected
3·2 days agothis shouldnt even be a big deal why do I even care
i hope therapy and your journey in general goes well. if anyone here deserves to be happy, its you
whys he acting like youre the one being inconsiderate lmfao
j3nto
4tran4•so fucked up that I'm conditioned to only "feel like a woman" only when my body hair is entirely groomed and I have 0 hair on my legs, and that so is everyone else.. conditioned to disqualify someon
1·2 days agohairs on my moid legs: thick, coarse, noticeable
hairs on a womans legs: thin, soft, often only perceptible up close
im not sure how things can change when ill never be able to afford whats needed, but i hope youre right, somehow
yeah, its seriously bleak, esp if you start after all growth plates are closed. i dont know what to do either.
all we can do is do the best we can, and try to hold on for as long as possible. i wish you the best.
yeah
edit: well actually i forgott, but no. im persian which technically isnt arab. just similar region
not good tbh. younger christians can be… not very christ-like. it still might be worth a shot though. the moid in question might have good reassurances for you, if you voice your concerns.
since i need multiple surgeries it seems like blowing my brains out is probably the way to go, once i have the courage to do so. otherwise im just holding onto a nonsensical pipe dream to sustain my will to live.
silly me, holding onto some semblance of hope for so long
not the dumbest thing ever, but it is a gamble. a good church would not shun or show contempt for you.
edit: also it does help if hes well-liked at the church, this can realistically afford you a bit of good will with the church goers.

the 4tranosphere does this thing where they only act like hrt works when theyre talking to someone whose pretroon
it really dont change that much post puberty and everyone knows it so idk whats up with that. lowk evil