• RepressorBoyOP
      1·
      8 days ago

      It say it will help me unpack my trauma and where these tranny delusions are coming from… maybe this is the way… I feel like this might actually help me… honestly tell me what is better… doing this or suffering until I start to literally take a knife and mutilate my entire body and just inflict pain on me so that the noise in my head stops for a moment

        • RepressorBoyOP
          1·
          8 days ago

          Can I please please just die instead… like… hmm I have just got an idea… maybe I should try to DIY anti-psychotic medication, not because I need them, but because they are first of all dangerous (self harm is good for me) and because they can turn me into a numbed out lobotomized zombie and that is probably the best thing I can do

    • RepressorBoyOP
      14·
      8 days ago

      I am a worthless subhuman, so this is actually good

  • Cambi
    4·
    8 days ago

    Detrans site publicly posts everything you say to AI.

    • DezEnglish
      2·
      8 days ago

      Fr? I started verbally harrassing it when it came out ngl

      • Cambi
        2·
        8 days ago

        Yeau. Open the link and scroll down, there would be “Recent conversations” and under it “Featured” and “All”. If you flip it to “All”, it will show all the recent chats.

      • doombay
        1·
        8 days ago

        Idk if I told you but Like I actually cried to one of your posts one time but I’m also extremely prone to that. you do a good job at this

  • Kath
    2·
    8 days ago

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

      • Kath
        2·
        8 days ago

        this will end nothing just make it worse and worse and worse idiot you people are all idiots you can see me falling to pieces i. front of you and yet you ignore everything i say

        • RepressorBoyOP
          2·
          8 days ago

          I am sorry… I didnt want to hurt you… it is not that I am conIsciously ignoring you… it is literally just that I am unable to comprehend it… I read it and my mind just instinctively rejects it… is unable to procsss it… cannot physically belief that it could be true… I wish I could but it just feels cogntiviely dissonant to me…

    • RepressorBoyOP
      1·
      8 days ago

      Also this is an extreme cult mentality all over the lgbtq community… why dont we accept people wanting to do reperative therapy and not live a homosexual lifestyle… why dont we accept that… why do we want to force eveybody to be a godless queer sex pest… or even worse on here… to transition… it is the mentality of a cult… it’s the lgbtq ideology

      • Aurelia
        1·
        8 days ago

        Doctors have a cult mentality. Why dont doctors accept people wanting to do home remedies and live a cancerous lifestyle. Why do they force everyone to have chemotherapy instead. It is the mentality of a cult… its the healthcare ideology

        Get a grip

        • RepressorBoyOP
          1·
          8 days ago

          Not comparable… being queer is so clearly just some fucked up brain stuff… it isnt something you can see in a petri-dish… it is not something innate… all humans are sexually fluid… everybody can be attracted to everything… sex is an action… sexual attraction just an impulse… the whole idea of making an identity out of it is ideological and cultura… and I mean look at /tttt/ and trans “culture” (or rather depravity) and it becomes very clear humans are not made this way… the idea of anything in a human being being innate is itself ludacrious… FOR ME thinking I am trans is some fucked up mentall illness, and yeah maybe there are actual real transsexuals but quite frankly look around… none of this is normal, none of this is natural…

        • RepressorBoyOP
          1·
          8 days ago

          I want to get hurt if I am being honest… I am sorry… maybe I could make you and others happy and be of some use if I allowed people to bully me and scream at me and hit me and humiliate me for their entertainment…

          Maybe then I could even be good… maybe I can be good if I am abused… maybe I can be good and somebody is gonna be proud of me if I get abused and make them happy by letting them abuse me… Maybe I should let people here on this site do that… maybe I want you all to hate me because that feels more okay and makes more sense to me… I am just so worthless and disgusting and dumb

          • RtHonAlice
            1·
            8 days ago

            Fuck off, I just want you to feel better like a normal person.

            • RepressorBoyOP
              11·
              8 days ago

              BUT I AM NOT A NORMAL PERSON AND CANT FEEL BETTER. EVERYTHING JUST KEEPS HURTING AND I HAVE TO FIRST MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL BUT THERE IS NO RHYME OR REASON TO ALL OF THIS EXCEPT THE ANSWER WHICH IS THAT I AM COMPLETELY MENTALLY FUCKED UP AND NONE OF THIS IS ACTUALLY REAL AND IT’S ALL IN MY HEAD. I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND IF SOMEBODY BEATS ME THEN NOT ONLY DO THEY CONFIRM THAT I AM BAD BUT MAYBE THEN BECAUSE I DO WHAT THEY WANT I CAN ACTUALLY ALSO BE GOOD. WHY CANT ANBODY JUST ADMIT I AM BAD!!!