Can I please please just die instead… like… hmm I have just got an idea… maybe I should try to DIY anti-psychotic medication, not because I need them, but because they are first of all dangerous (self harm is good for me) and because they can turn me into a numbed out lobotomized zombie and that is probably the best thing I can do
But I am sick… all of this is sick… all of this is just because of mentall illness and pornography and queer propaganda and autism and alienation and trauma
take estrogen
Can I please please just die instead… like… hmm I have just got an idea… maybe I should try to DIY anti-psychotic medication, not because I need them, but because they are first of all dangerous (self harm is good for me) and because they can turn me into a numbed out lobotomized zombie and that is probably the best thing I can do
no, take estrogen
But I am sick… all of this is sick… all of this is just because of mentall illness and pornography and queer propaganda and autism and alienation and trauma
its not, also it doesnt matter
IT DOES MATTER AND IT IS