Is life as a tranny really that bad?
- Yes, if you don’t pass
why transition?
- repping is worse
I don’t wanna suffer
The conclusion doesn’t follow if the premises are wrong… it might be valid in structure but that doesn’t mean it is sound… why is repping inherently worse than being a hon???
And also have you seen the represser subreddit? They seem partyl successful at repping, right?
why would i look at the represser subreddit when I have tried it myself, and know it to be a fool’s errand? You see only successful reppers, because all the ones that fail leave and troon.
But if successful reppers exist then I can also be a successful repper… it is theoretically possible
yes, you could squander your life on the minuscule chance of repping working and end up a john 50, or you could just not?
How do I know if the chance is low… I didn’t know since was 14 and suffered since… all this bad troonyism only started a year ago… so maybe if I put in the effort and fix some things with in myself and fix my BPD, then who knows.
youre 20, you can still be a midshit, repping is stupid, dont do it
But can a midshit pass?
yes
Because without transition it will be even worse, can u imagine?
I actually can imagine how with transition it will be worse… it’s not particularly bad right now… it’s never that bad… it’s never bad enough… only when I’m dead will that feeling be satisfied… it will be worse, how so?
U will wake up one day and understand that instead of trying to live ur life u spend it as a worm hiding away just to not “have it worse” and either John 50 or rope
Ouch… woaw, that hurt… keep going
Thinking it wasnt bad enough for me to do anything about it lead me to the darkest period of my life…
Same… but you know… I hit rock bottom and I found a basement… there’s always lower to go if you chase it… and I’m afraid my mind won’t stop until I drop dead…
I understand the feeling, I hope you find the light my dear <3
Thank you 🫂
repping is worse
If you had repped, wouldn’t it have been better for you considering you’re probably insane because I personally don’t understand how in God’s good name your brain did all that
wdym
You’re MtFtM, aren’t you? Yeah… tell me… how the fuck did that happen, because you’re not really detransitioning… you’re like trans-transtitioning… like how the hell did your brain fuck this up so bad… are you sure it’s reverse dysphoria… like I really want you to be happy… can you be happy as a woman and if you fucked up with being mtf, then I’m scared I could as well fuck this up and just be a cis guy… and like you confuse me… either dysphoria is a self induced mentall illness and you induced it twice or you’re just retarded or you’re a freak of nature or you’re a woman or you’re a cis man or you’re literally fucking insane… like huh???
its really complicated and a long story kinda, dont worry though youre like nothing like me and i think i have somewhat of an idea how i ended up like this (which doesnt apply to you) so youre fine
are you sure it’s reverse dysphoria
yes
can you be happy as a woman
i cant no
either dysphoria is a self induced mentall illness and you induced it twice or you’re just retarded or you’re a freak of nature
these are not the only 2 options, shockingly its probably way more complicated than that
I’m so sorry for you… I’m afraid I will just recognize that I’m a cis man and my family will have been totally in the right to abuse me.
you wont, of the 3 genuine detrooners ik youre nothing like any of us. like at all
But I am very malebrained
If I were a passoid like you, I’d never detrans
yeah bc youre a woman
No I’m not… I’m a dirty agp moid with escapist fantasies…people here post dumb sneedy anime girls because our life is sad and I’m a failed ugly heterosexual male incel moid…
I’m not a woman… I’m too malebrained… like I was literally such a boy as a child… I just got corrupted by public schooling, trauma, porn and communism
I repped for a very long time and I can tell you with certainty that you do not want to be doing that. It is a truly miserable existence. It keeps getting harder to do things for a person you don’t want to be. And every day you become a little bit more of that person, you sink a bit deeper into it. Life becomes something that you just have to get through rather than something you actually get to live. You might become rotten to the people around you, because they are never able to show enough gratitude for your secret sacrifice. You might end up feeling like suppressing this part of yourself allows you to stay within the warmth of the approval from others but you just end up sinking down and you feel less of it everyday until you are just cold and alone.
This… describes me and my family situation very very well if I am being totally honest…
I’m sorry that you find yourself in that, because it is very painful. And it is not easy to get out of it and into the life that you want, the one where you can be all of yourself. But it’s possible. And you deserve the happiness it brings.
Thank you… I just don’t know if imgmi
That unknown aspect can be very scary, it’s so difficult to know what you’ll actually find from transitioning. But you’ve had plenty of time in this life where, without intervention, it is guaranteed that you will be seen as a man. There’s no unknown with this. Without intervention, you will certainly keep becoming some kind of man. And you’ve had time to consider all the kinds of men you could end up becoming, and it doesn’t seem like you want to become any of them. And so your best chance is in the unknown.
I didn’t consider all types of man… they all just seem unreachable or like they condem me or somehow just hurt to think about… and in reality all I want is a hug and to cry… idk… I’m very confused
You deserve hugs and the chance to cry, this is all so much more than 99% of people ever have to face with making themselves exist. All of this that you’re doing right now is incredibly difficult, it’s ok to be confused and distressed. You are doing better than I did by staying engaged with this and not just hiding away and keeping things buried. Everything sucks right now but this hard work will have an eventual reward.
Well yeah… the last 11 months were hell though
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Tell me over DMs lmao
I retracted my words, sorry. I never consciously repped, so I tried to extrapolate from my experience and found it too vague sounding. Just presume what I said was completely useless.
Okayle
Not using estrogen was literally killing me; my body doesn’t process testosterone.
Youre an intersex semi-luckshit, doesn’t count
Sowwy :(
Don’t worry… we still love you… but we still need you to write those mtf survival guides, okay?
I’m writing one about makeup l!! :D
looking forward to it
Yayyyyy <3
