I actually can imagine how with transition it will be worse… it’s not particularly bad right now… it’s never that bad… it’s never bad enough… only when I’m dead will that feeling be satisfied… it will be worse, how so?
U will wake up one day and understand that instead of trying to live ur life u spend it as a worm hiding away just to not “have it worse” and either John 50 or rope
Same… but you know… I hit rock bottom and I found a basement… there’s always lower to go if you chase it… and I’m afraid my mind won’t stop until I drop dead…
I actually can imagine how with transition it will be worse… it’s not particularly bad right now… it’s never that bad… it’s never bad enough… only when I’m dead will that feeling be satisfied… it will be worse, how so?
U will wake up one day and understand that instead of trying to live ur life u spend it as a worm hiding away just to not “have it worse” and either John 50 or rope
Ouch… woaw, that hurt… keep going
Thinking it wasnt bad enough for me to do anything about it lead me to the darkest period of my life…
Same… but you know… I hit rock bottom and I found a basement… there’s always lower to go if you chase it… and I’m afraid my mind won’t stop until I drop dead…
I understand the feeling, I hope you find the light my dear <3
Thank you 🫂