If I had never been exposed to that filth, I would have simply become a normal well adjusted heterosexual probably better looking, smarter, pure, pious cis man
But pornography destroyed me and poisoned my thoughts with troonyism and homosexuality by destroying my capacity for good heterosexuality.
Emotiona issues and mental illness and the addictive nature of this filth made me a hypersexual incel moid who is undeserving of human life and who is utterly repulsive to any normal correct moral human being.
Porn destroyed my heterosexuality and made me sexually abuse my own body until it was all dulled down and then lesbian pornography infected my brain and made me feithsize female bodies and female pleasure, leading to envy of female bodies, leading to autogynephilic fantasies, leading to development of meta attraction plus emotional starvation which developed into homosexuality, leading finally to false queer identity and selfhood, leading to fake dysphoria and trans delusions…
a concept so retarded that not even blanchard believes it
ITS TRUE THOUGH… LOOK AT MY EXPLANATION. IT MAKES SENSE
its literal slop, you wrote 4 paragraphs but not a single one contained anything of value
btfo
What does that mean :(
kirk moar
Mhmhjgmgmhmm… :(
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I don’t agree… yes maybe the first three paragraphs are slop but the last paragraph explains my development and I think that it fits very well and if you really think it’s wrong then I’d like to see your alternative interpretations of these facts of my development…
the last paragraph is you simply declaring something to be true because it makes you feel bad, saying “leading to” 4 times isnt an “explanation” of anything retard
if you really think it’s wrong then I’d like to see your alternative interpretations of these facts of my development
normal agp and gender dysphoria like literally everyone else here youre not unique or special
But why couldn’t it be that way… doesn’t it make some sense to say that porn messed me up and I was feeling so afraid heterosexuality and felt so dull and bad in my body with regards to pleasure that I fled to these fantasies of lesbianism and then stuff got weird and bad…
Why doesn’t it make sense… also I never claimed to be special… I just feel like this whole thing makes me monstrous and bad because being a woman is not a fetish but you know fantasizing about being a lesbian definelty sounds fetishy and gross and I feel horrific about me figuring out stuff that way…
The title was very ragebaity… I know… sorry
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Thank you… I just want a story about my development that doesn’t make me a monster and a pervert and all messed up and wrong and undeserving and just lesser… I want a story about my life where I am not the fake tranny agp mentally ill male evil monster
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No not okay… it does make me a monster… if I can’t prove that I am still okay and good and somehow that my development isn’t all messed up and sick then I am a monster… a perv :(
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I’m stealing picrel
I laughed out loud so so hard 💀🙏
if this were true 99% of all cis men would be trannies cause there’s literally almost not a single one that isn’t a porn infected gooner be fr
Well yeah but they goon to heterosexuality… also look around… men nowadays are all psychosexually fuuuuuucked up…
I watched awful porn for years as a moid… I definitely think it messed me up a bit, but since getting on hormones I dont even think about watching it anymore, being free from the constant urge to use my own body is one of my favourite things about E. Getting on hormones may heal this part that feels broken, it has helped for me.
Maybe that’s just because it literally neutered you and you found sexuality to be a burden… so it didn’t actually solve the problem, it just turned off the engine that was causing the problem. Because a broken car rolling down a mountain looks and works like a functioning one doing the same… doesn’t mean it isn’t broken…
Same
See… you get it right… I just feel so fake and bad and like I am just a worthless pervert
no it did not take your fucking pills 🙄
I love you too CutePlushies… but I’m a bad pervert and it makes me a cis moid… if any other cis moid would have experienced what I did, he would also think that he is trans… but in reality, his heteromasculinity just needs to be repaired. Maybe I also just need that :(
A post so retarded it might be gem
Sure but you’re a worse repper than me lol
Are you on HRT?
Not yet
Get on it, now.
