If I had never been exposed to that filth, I would have simply become a normal well adjusted heterosexual probably better looking, smarter, pure, pious cis man
But pornography destroyed me and poisoned my thoughts with troonyism and homosexuality by destroying my capacity for good heterosexuality.
Emotiona issues and mental illness and the addictive nature of this filth made me a hypersexual incel moid who is undeserving of human life and who is utterly repulsive to any normal correct moral human being.
Porn destroyed my heterosexuality and made me sexually abuse my own body until it was all dulled down and then lesbian pornography infected my brain and made me feithsize female bodies and female pleasure, leading to envy of female bodies, leading to autogynephilic fantasies, leading to development of meta attraction plus emotional starvation which developed into homosexuality, leading finally to false queer identity and selfhood, leading to fake dysphoria and trans delusions…


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ITS TRUE THOUGH… LOOK AT MY EXPLANATION. IT MAKES SENSE
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btfo
What does that mean :(
kirk moar
Mhmhjgmgmhmm… :(
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I don’t agree… yes maybe the first three paragraphs are slop but the last paragraph explains my development and I think that it fits very well and if you really think it’s wrong then I’d like to see your alternative interpretations of these facts of my development…
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But why couldn’t it be that way… doesn’t it make some sense to say that porn messed me up and I was feeling so afraid heterosexuality and felt so dull and bad in my body with regards to pleasure that I fled to these fantasies of lesbianism and then stuff got weird and bad…
Why doesn’t it make sense… also I never claimed to be special… I just feel like this whole thing makes me monstrous and bad because being a woman is not a fetish but you know fantasizing about being a lesbian definelty sounds fetishy and gross and I feel horrific about me figuring out stuff that way…