For a fews months I genuinely liked how I looked even after showering till I moved my head.

I think I should still look the same or maybe even better but now I get control bdd so i basically never see my face

Maybe it was reverse bdd maybe it wasn’t But I hate me now

I think it was the most time I didn’t have bdd effect me

  • sofidoki
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    1 month ago

    I was at a church thing only for trannies and it was like a veil was lifted and I could see what I actually was in the mirror, and I liked it. I think that I was spared from my usual dysmorphia or whatever the fuck is wrong with me for one week only.

  • CutePlushies
    2·
    1 month ago

    there was a couple months I deluded myself into thinking I was a gigapassoid in like 2023 yes

  • Ristli
    1·
    1 month ago

    I liked my appearence at about 6-9 months hrt. I got quick changes at the beginning and haven‘t really changed ever since. I think it was hope paired with some honfidence.

  • Fuwarei
    1·
    1 month ago

    Yes. I think this is reverse bdd honestly. Or maybe without a reference point I can’t really see my masculinity. That way in soft lighting I can perceive myself as feminine. My biggest problem are the shoulders tho, I started to notice how they look and I can’t go back. But with face it really depends on the lighting and my mood.